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Adam Silvera

They Both Die at the End

Fiction | Novel | YA | Published in 2017

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Part 4Chapter Summaries & Analyses

Part 4: “The End”

Chapter 65 Summary: “Mateo, 5:14 p.m.”

As Mateo, Rufus, and Lidia head into Clint’s Graveyard, Mateo reflects on how, in some ways, his End Day has been wonderful: “I found a Last Friend in Rufus. Our best friends are joining us on our End Day. We’ve overcome fears. And we’re now at Clint’s Graveyard, which receives high praise online, and this could be the perfect stage for me if I outgrow my insecurities—in the next few minutes” (301). Once inside, Mateo tells Rufus how nervous and excited he is to be there at Clint’s Graveyard. While it is not his usual scene, he is eager to make sure he participates so that he dies without regret.

There is a stage at Clint’s Graveyard for karaoke, and Rufus suggests to Mateo that they perform a song together. Mateo agrees, and they select “American Pie” by Don McLean as the song they will perform. When they take the stage and begin to sing, Mateo becomes emotional: “My eyes are tearing up. My face is warm — no, hot […] A dream couldn’t possibly capture the intensity of this moment” (307). Everyone in the audience is moved by the song, too. When their performance ends, Mateo and Rufus head offstage, behind a curtain and Mateo kisses Rufus: “I kiss the guy who brought me to life on the day we’re going to die” (308). Afterward, Rufus jokingly says “finally!” and asks what took Mateo so long to make an advance. Mateo apologizes and says he needed to be sure that their connection was as deep and powerful as he had suspected when they first met—now he knows for sure. Mateo thanks Rufus for helping him live the life he had always wanted, and Rufus thanks Mateo for helping him find himself again. Mateo goes to kiss Rufus again, but stops when they notice the Plutos—Tagoe, Malcolm, and Aimee—arrive at club. 

Chapter 66 Summary: “Howie Maldonado, 5:23 p.m.”

Chapter 66 is told from the perspective of Howie Maldonado, a minor character who is a famous actor who plays the villain in the Scorpius Hawthorne series, which is one of Mateo’s favorite fictional franchises about a boy wizard.

Howie was notified early that morning by Death-Cast that that it is his End Day. Despite having 2.3 million Twitter followers, Howie feels lonely. He waits in a private car for two journalists from Infinite Weekly (Delilah Grey and her boss) to arrive for a final interview before he dies. When Delilah and her boss arrive in the car, Delilah’s boss leads the interview. She asks innocuous questions like, “What is your proudest accomplishment?”; Howie give lackluster responses. Delilah then interrupts Sandy to ask her own questions, which hit a deeper emotional register. Delilah asks Howie what he regrets, and he says that it is how he does not know who he is “beyond the voice of a Twitter account and the evil face for a franchise” (313). When Delilah asks what would have made him happy, Howie immediately thinks about love: “Love comes to mind, immediately, and it surprises him like a lightning bolt on a day with clear forecasts. Howie never felt lonely, because he could go online at any moment and find himself flooded with messages. But affection from millions and intimacy from that one special person are completely different beasts” (313). Howie does not voice his ideas about love, but instead says his biggest regret is how his life is a “double-edged sword” where success has afforded him many benefits, but it also isolated him from his family, all of whom are in Puerto Rico. The interview ends abruptly when Howie’s car is struck by another vehicle.

Chapter 67 Summary: “The Gang with no Name, 5:36 p.m.”

Chapter 67 is told from the perspective of the “Gang with No Name.” The gang is comprised of Peck, Damien, and Kendrick. This “Gang with No Name” runs through the streets, wreaking havoc on their way to Clint’s Graveyard to attack Rufus: “Two boys laugh when one car bangs into another, spinning out of control until it crashes against the wall” (315).

Chapter 68 Summary: “Delilah Grey, 5:37 p.m.”

Delilah can tell that Howie is dead after the crash in his car, and she marvels at the fact that she is still alive. The crash was caused because another vehicle was avoiding a group of teenage boys in the street—the “gang with no name,” from the previous chapter. Delilah thinks maybe she is right about her call from Death-Cast being a prank; maybe today is not her End Day, because she so narrowly avoided death. 

Chapter 69 Summary: “Rufus, 5:39 p.m.”

Rufus reluctantly lets go of Mateo’s hand so that he can greet Tagoe, Malcolm, and Aimee who have just arrived at Clint’s Graveyard. They embrace one another: “We group hug, four Plutos coming together in the Pluto Solar System embrace I’ve been wanting for over fifteen hours, ever since I ran out of my own damn funeral” (317). Rufus tells the Plutos that he loves them, and he introduces them to Mateo and Lidia. Tagoe tells Mateo and Lidia that they are both honorary Plutos, and they all head to the dance floor. 

Chapter 70 Summary: “Mateo, 5:48 p.m.”

Rufus asks Mateo to slow dance with him: “The beat has only increased, but we place our hands on each other’s shoulders and waist; my fingers dig into him a little, the first time I’m getting to touch someone else like this” (321). It is the most “intense intimacy” that Mateo has ever experienced (321). When they finish their dance, Mateo leaves Rufus and heads to the bathroom with Lidia, where he apologizes for never letting her know that Rufus is the kind of person he would “be into”—in essence, Mateo comes out of the closet (322). In response, Lidia hugs Mateo, implicitly communicating her acceptance to him. She wonders aloud what she will do without him when he is gone.

Returning back to the dance floor, Mateo sees a commotion involving Rufus and can tell something is wrong: “My heart is pounding. Aimee is standing between Rufus and the Plutos and three guys who are yelling over her […] The shorter guy with the bruised face pulls out a gun—who could want to kill Rufus like this?” (323). Mateo rushes toward Rufus to protect him, as pandemonium rages in the club when the crowd notices the gun.

Chapter 71 Summary: “Rufus, 5:59 p.m.”

Aimee begs Peck not to shoot, as he waves the gun in Rufus’ direction. Aimee and Peck are going back and forth talking, when Rufus notices that Mateo is sneaking up on Peck from behind: “Mateo punches Peck in the face, which is straight unbelievable, and it doesn’t send Peck to the floor or nothing like that, but we got a chance now” (326). More fighting ensues among Peck’s gang and the Plutos, and amidst the chaos Rufus manages to snag Peck’s gun and unload the bullets. Rufus grabs Mateo and they rush out of Clint’s Graveyard without being able to say goodbye to any of their friends. Rufus bemoans how all his goodbyes have been cut short on his End Day: “This day is doing me dirty on goodbyes” (327).

Chapter 72 Summary: “Dalma Young, 6:20 p.m.”

Chapter 72 is told from the perspective of Dalma Young, a minor character in the book and the creator of the Last Friend App. Dalma is spending the day with her 20-year-old half-sister, who just started an internship at a tech company. They walk across a New York City street, and the conversation turns to what their Last Message would be, if it were their End Day. As “two teen boys run past” them (who the reader recognizes as Mateo and Rufus), Dalma says that her Last Message would be something like, “find your people” and “to treat each day like a lifetime” (330). 

Chapter 73 Summary: “Mateo, 6:24 p.m.”

Mateo and Rufus run from Clint’s Graveyard until they are safely several streets away. As they catch their breath, Mateo tells Rufus that punching Peck was the first time he ever hit anyone before, and he would gladly do it again to save Rufus’ life. The chaos of the day, and the weight of the knowledge that he and Rufus will both soon die, hits Mateo and he begins to break down: “I’m tearing up and there’s no stopping there. I finally cry because I want more mornings” (332). Mateo suggests that they head back to his apartment where it is safe and they can rest together in peace. 

Chapter 74 Summary: “The Plutos, 6:33 p.m.”

The remaining members of the Plutos—Tagoe, Malcolm, and Aimee—stand together on the curb outside of Clint’s Graveyard and watch the “Gang with No Name” as they are taken away by police officers. They embrace: “The three friends hug, a planet missing from their Pluto Solar System—but never forgotten” (334). 

Chapter 75 Summary: “Rufus, 7:17 p.m.”

Mateo and Rufus make it to Mateo’s apartment, and Rufus wonders if Mateo has ulterior motives for bringing him there: “Part of me can’t help but wonder if Mateo is bringing me home so we can have sex, but it’s probably safe to assume sex isn’t on the brain for him” (335). Inside, Mateo gives Rufus a tour of his living room, and Rufus looks at all the old family photos hanging in the room: “I look at Mateo’s class photos. There’s a bunch of photos of him without glasses” (336). They talk about their childhoods, their experiences in school. Mateo then leads Rufus to the bedroom, where Rufus notices Mateo’s Luigi hat—the same hat he was wearing in his Last Friend profile picture. Rufus playfully puts on the hat while Mateo laughs and begins jumping on the bed. Rufus takes pictures of Mateo as he jumps: “I don’t stop taking photos of this awesome, unrecognizable Mateo” (338). 

Chapter 76 Summary: “Mateo, 7:34 p.m.”

Mateo stops bouncing on his bed, and tells Rufus that he wants to sing him a song. He sits in front of his keyboard and plays Elton John’s “Your Song” for Rufus. Rufus is moved by the performance: “I finish and Rufus’ smile is a victory. He’s tearing up” (340). Rufus tells Mateo, once again, how grateful he is that they met one another. Mateo gets snacks of peanut butter on crackers, and they continue talking with each other about their lives, feeling safe and happy: “I sit down beside him and we get comfortable, linking our arms and legs together. We talk more about our histories” (341). Rufus suggests that they not leave the bed, calling it their “safe space, our little island” (341). Rufus hopes this might allow them to somehow evade death, but he and Mateo vow to meet in the afterlife if for some reason his plan fails. They lay in the bed and take a picture together, with Rufus playfully wearing Mateo’s glasses. Suddenly, Mateo effusively confesses his love for Rufus: “People waste time and wait for the right moment and we don’t have that luxury. If we had our entire lives ahead of us I bet you’d get tired of me telling you how much I love you because I’m positive that’s the path we were heading on. But because we’re about to die, I want to say it as many times as I want—I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you” (343). 

Chapter 77 Summary: “Rufus, 7:54 p.m.”

Rufus reciprocates and professes his love for Mateo: “‘Yo. You know damn well I love you too.’ Man, it actually hurts how much I mean this” (344). Rufus and Mateo talk about how they think they will die, and agree that no matter how it happens they are just glad they got to love each other, for however long. Mateo suggest they only focus on the more positive endings they lived through today. For Mateo, that was how he “stopped being someone afraid of the world and the people in it”; for Rufus, it was how he “stopped being someone [he didn’t] like” (345). They lay with their heads together on the same pillow, and Rufus thinks that it would be most peaceful if they die in their sleep. Rufus kisses Mateo again, thinking that the world must not be entirely “against them” if it brought he and Mateo together for such a beautiful, albeit brief, relationship (346). 

Chapter 78 Summary: “Mateo, 8:41 p.m.”

Mateo wakes up from his nap with Rufus feeling wonderful. He decides that, despite Rufus telling him to stay on the bed, he will go make them some peppermint tea. However, as soon as he switches on the stove burner, Mateo’s “chest sinks” and the entire apartment erupts into flames.

Chapter 79 Summary: “Rufus, 8:47 p.m.”

Rufus wakes up “choking on smoke” with a “deafening fire alarm” blaring (348). He calls out for Mateo, but cannot find him in the smoke, and makes his way out of the apartment for fresh air. There, neighbors stand around gawking. One of the neighbors gets water for Rufus, who is still choking, and when he regains his composure, he heads back into the apartment to find Mateo. Rufus finds him near the kitchen: “I grab Mateo, my fingers sink deep into boiled skin, and I’m crying hard as I find Mateo’s other arm and drag him away from fire, out of the smoke, and toward all the sons of bitches who are shouting at me from the doorway but weren’t brave enough to run in and save some kids” (350). Firefighters take over, and remove Mateo’s body outside, waiting for the EMT staff to examine him.

When the EMTs arrive, Mateo is pronounced dead. Rufus is put into an ambulance, and taken to the hospital. Consumed with sadness, Rufus has a hard time coming to grips with Mateo’s passing, but acknowledges that even if Mateo did not die a “hero’s death,” he was the person to save Rufus, and so he “died a hero” nonetheless (354).

Chapter 80 Summary: “Lidia Vargas, 10:10 p.m.”

Rufus calls Lidia to deliver the news that Mateo is dead: “Lidia drops the phone on the couch, punching the cushions, scaring Penny. Lidia doesn’t’ want to know how it happened, not tonight” (355). Lidia thanks Rufus for calling, and Rufus tells her that he is going to visit Mateo’s father there in the hospital, so he can introduce himself and deliver the news. When they hang up the phone, Lidia vows to honor Mateo’s memory by making sure she builds the bookcase Mateo bought for Penny and hanging pictures of him all around her room. 

Chapter 81 Summary: “Delilah Grey, 10:12 p.m.”

Delilah is writing the obituary for Howie Maldonado at a diner, and thinking about how grateful she is that it is not her End Day. However, she begins to question if her receiving the call from Death-Cast was a prank after all, and decides to call Victor, her ex-boyfriend and a representative at Death-Cast, to confirm

Chapter 82 Summary: “Victor Gallaher, 10:13 p.m.”

Chapter 82 is told from the perspective of Victor Gallaher, a Death-Cast employee and Delilah’s ex-boyfriend. Victor has been depressed since he and Delilah broke up, and his work at Death-Cast is taking a toll on him, too. As Victor is about to get into the elevator at the Death-Cast office, his phone rings with a call from Delilah. When he picks up, Delilah immediately asks if he is the one responsible for the Death-Cast alert—she wants to know if it is a prank. Victor tells her no, and Delilah begins to cry. She tells Victor how stupid she feels and how regretful she is that she wasted her End Day. Victor rushes out of the Death-Cast offices, and tells her that he loves her. 

Chapter 83 Summary: “Rufus, 10:14 p.m.”

From the hospital, Rufus posts a final photo to his End Day series on Instagram, which is a photo of him and Mateo in bed. Rufus makes his way to Mateo’s father’s room, and sits down beside his bed. Though Mateo’s father is still comatose, Rufus introduces himself and tells him that he should be proud of his son, because he finally became the person he had always wanted to be that day. Rufus provides a recap of all the activities they did that day, and then plays the video of Mateo performing “Your Song.” Rufus leaves Mateo’s father’s bedside and heads out of the hospital, feeling “creepy” that he knows the “hourglass is almost out of sand” and that he will soon die (367). He heads to Althea Park to wait the rest of the night out, playing the video of Mateo singing “Your Song” once more: “I see Althea Park in the distance, my place of great change. I return my attention to the video, his voice blasting in my ears. I cross the street without an arm to hold me back” (368). 

Part 4 Analysis

Before the conclusion of their End Day, Mateo and Rufus consummate their relationship. They profess their love for one another passionately, and bemoan the fact that they do not have more time together. Their relationship and the intensity and depth of their passion underscore a larger idea in the novel, which is that 24 hours is long enough to create change in one’s life—a subtle reminder that life would be best lived as if each day were the last.

Mateo’s transformation from timid and disengaged to courageous and engaged is complete in Part 4. At Clint’s Graveyard, Mateo dances in the crowded club, which makes him think to himself, “Yesterday Mateo would’ve found this claustrophobic, but now? Don’t ever move me” (320). Rufus also completes his transformation in Part 4, going from aggressive and emotionally repressed to nonviolent and emotionally open. Rufus attributes this change to Mateo’s influence: “I know I helped Mateo live his life, but he helped me get mine back in shape. I wanna be remembered as who I am right now, not for that dumbass mistake I made” (318).

In Chapter 81, Delilah Grey realizes that the call she received from Death-Cast was not a prank, and that she will be dying at the end of the day. Delilah thought her ex-boyfriend, Victor, who is a herald at Death-Cast, was playing a cruel prank on her when she received the call that morning. Delilah’s story stands in contrast to Mateo’s. Among her final words is an expression of explicit regret in a phone conversation with her ex-boyfriend Victor: “‘I wasted the day,’ Delilah cries. ‘I thought…I’m so stupid, I’m so fucking stupid. I wasted the day’” (362). Because she refused to believe that her End Day had come, she bemoans how she spent her final moments alive at work, rather than with loved ones. In comparison to Mateo, who is content at the moment of his death, Delilah’s mood is one of sadness and remorse.

Ironically, Mateo dies in his apartment, which was his haven at the beginning of the novel. Mateo is killed due to a gas leak from his stove, and his final thought is, “When I switch on the burner, my chest sinks with regret. Even when you know death is coming, the blaze of it all is still sudden” (347). This irony—that Mateo died in the very place he thought was safest—emphasizes how little control human beings have over how and when their death will come, though human beings can control how they choose to live each day. 

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