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Abby JimenezA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Content Warning: This section of the guide discusses death.
Following the death of her fiancé two years prior, Sloan is emotionally paralyzed by grief, struggling to envision a future without him. Sloan’s grief is all-encompassing, leaving her detached and resigned to a life without love. She lives in the shadow of her past relationship, unable to truly let go of the person she lost, as evidenced by her inability to clean out his belongings from her house. Jason describes her state, reflecting that “[s]ometimes the hardest place to live is the one in-between” (34). This grief isolates her, impacting her relationships and sense of identity as she goes long periods without contacting her best friend Kristen and stops creating art. Sloan’s character underscores the difficulty of managing grief in the long term, especially when friends and family assert it’s time to move on. Through her journey, Sloan learns that new romance doesn’t replace the loss but expands her capacity to feel and love. She must find the courage to embrace love again, which requires overcoming fear, accepting vulnerability, and allowing herself to hope despite the potential for more heartbreak.
Meeting Jason through Tucker sets a significant shift in Sloan’s perspective in motion, gradually drawing her out of her solitude and reigniting her connection to the world. As Sloan and Jason’s relationship develops, love becomes a powerful force that reawakens Sloan’s desire. Their connection, built on spontaneity, joy, and open communication, fosters a sense of safety that encourages Sloan to confront her grief. As Sloan begins to laugh, trust, and even hope again, she gradually releases herself from the past. Jason becomes a symbol of renewal, allowing her to recognize that her capacity for love did not die with her fiancé. However, Sloan’s journey is not without setbacks; she wrestles with guilt, feeling like she’s somehow cheating on Brandon, and is torn between honoring her past love and embracing a future with Jason. She reflects, “I was single and was allowed to feel like this. I was permitted to flirt and get butterflies when another man stood too close” (78). The novel’s portrayal of grief acknowledges that moving forward does not mean erasing or forgetting a loved one. Instead, Sloan learns it is possible to simultaneously treasure what she had with Brandon while making space for Jason. In Jason, she finds a partner who understands this balance, respecting her grief while encouraging her growth.
Inspired by her real-life experience with a friend, Jimenez uses Sloan’s transformation to emphasize the restorative nature of love after loss. Sloan’s journey illustrates the power of love to foster healing and rebuilding in one’s life, highlighting that love is not finite or restricted to one great love. While grief is a necessary and enduring process, it does not have to preclude future happiness. Sloan’s character arc demonstrates that love, even after a sudden tragedy, can lead to unexpected joy. Sloan and Jason’s love story captures the experience of learning to live and love again.
Through the lives of Sloan, Jason, and Lola, the novel explores how second chances can provide healing from past traumas, inspire emotional growth, and create new possibilities for happiness and fulfillment. Sloan’s journey emphasizes the potential of second chances, illustrating how embracing the unknown can bring unexpected fulfillment. Sloan’s deep state of grief prevents her from moving forward in her career and relationships. Sloan’s reluctance to reengage after a life change reflects the psychological barriers that trauma and loss can impose; she is left feeling trapped in a state of perpetual mourning. Overwhelming loss clouds Sloan’s perception of the future, and she thinks her one chance at happiness died with Brandon.
Conversely, Jason’s life is full, and his musical career is blossoming into a life of travel, excitement, and adventure. Yet, something is missing as he evaluates a string of failed relationships where he chased after the wrong things. Sloan and Jason’s developing relationship, therefore, depicts the unexpected nature of second chances, particularly how they often arrive when least anticipated and in the most unexpected ways. Sloan’s relationship with Jason allows her to rediscover happiness and her sense of self as she learns to trust again. She reawakens emotionally, physically, and artistically. Sloan’s second chance comes not only in loving Jason but also as an opportunity to evolve as she begins painting and creating recipes for the blog again.
As with any relationship, Sloan and Jason face conflict and must learn to work through their issues through open communication and empathy. When Sloan’s past and Jason’s career frustrations threaten to derail them, they must understand that being in a relationship requires sacrifices and weathering tough times together. Sloan says, “You can’t control the bad things that happen to you. All you can do is decide how much of you you’re going to let them take” (325). Being in a long-term, committed relationship requires offering second chances to the other partner and showing a willingness to accept the other’s infallibility and mistakes.
Jimenez further emphasizes the theme of second chances in Lola’s character, as her presence creates a fracture in Jason and Sloan’s relationship. Lola’s mistakes show that a second chance isn’t only a fresh start; it’s also an opportunity to grow and make amends to those you have hurt. Jason’s choice to give Lola a second chance by helping her receive the necessary treatment in rehab and allowing her back into his life underscores the importance of empathy. This also sets the stage for his second chance romance with Sloan. Lola’s influence reinforces that second chances are complex and require responsibility for one’s actions. Jason’s and Sloan’s journeys toward new love are possible because of the lessons learned from past errors. Through their character arcs, the author demonstrates that the possibility of redemption is available to everyone willing to face their pasts, make amends, and pursue a better future.
Jason’s music, Sloan’s painting, and her blog content reveal how their lives are built around creativity. However, when they meet, grief has rendered Sloan unable to paint for anything other than paying the bills. Meanwhile, Jason is grappling with writer’s block, and the relentless pressure from his label to produce content only exacerbates his struggles. For Sloan and Jason, creativity is a fundamental part of their identities, and their losses leave them feeling incomplete. Sloan and Jason inspire each other to engage with their art and unite through their shared creativity, although Jason recognizes that their needs differ. He reflects that “[his] passion involved constant motion and travel, and hers require total and complete stillness” (271). Jason and Kristen encourage Sloan to paint again. By gifting her money for art supplies and arranging for her to go to Ely, he shows his commitment to supporting her as an artist. Sloan’s talent mesmerizes Jason and, in awe of Sloan’s talent, he longs for her to reconnect with her creative spirit.
Sloan fell in love with Jason’s art before meeting him; his raw, honest songs helped her navigate her grief. When she hears him sing at Kristen and Josh’s house, her attraction deepens as his music touches her more profoundly. Sloan’s reaction to his performance highlights how deeply she resonates with his art, making her feel seen and understood. Sloan expresses her desire to support Jason as an artist by putting her life on hold so that she can join him on tour. However, she stops painting, and Jason must conform to his label’s expectations instead of pursuing his art authentically. Their tour experience drains them both physically and emotionally; Sloan describes her intense need to create: “My world was a bleeding water color in the rain. And now it was a stark white canvas, begging for me to paint on it” (284). Sloan’s r recovery in Ely underscores the link between creativity and emotions and the importance of creating for an artist’s well-being.
After their breakup, Sloan’s painting becomes a medium through which she grieves and rebuilds her life after Jason. For Jason, the tour’s suspension forces him to reevaluate his reasons for creating music. However, the painful breakup inspires some of Jason’s best work and helps him emerge from his writing slump. Ultimately, art brings them back together when Jason sees Sloan’s painting of him and realizes she never stopped loving him. Sloan attends his concert and hears the song he wrote for her, and their respective art forms become a bridge to reconciliation. Jason and Sloan’s artistic pursuits allow them to move beyond their pasts and explore new versions of themselves. Sloan discovers her identity outside the shadow of her loss through painting, while Jason uses his music to reconcile his public persona with his private self. Their art becomes integrated with their identities. In the end, each finds a healthier path toward personal fulfillment and each other. Through the protagonists’ journey, Jimenez shows that art can serve as a means of emotional support and connection, as it has the potential to heal, inspire, and unite people.
By Abby Jimenez