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Content Warning: This section includes discussion of school shootings, death by gun violence, trauma, mental and emotional health, substance use disorder, and grief.
Starting a letter headed “Dear Reader,” Leanne “Lee” Bauer explains that much of what people think they know about the Virgil County High School shooting three years ago is inaccurate. She takes responsibility for the false narrative regarding her best friend, Sarah McHale, a victim known as “the Girl with the Cross Necklace” (1). Lee has four first-person letters from the survivors that offer a truer account of the tragedy, but she now doubts her original intention to release the letters publicly: “Maybe some truths are better left buried” (2). She hopes writing her own letter will guide her.
Each subsequent chapter is a continuation of Lee’s letter to the reader.
Lee begins with the third anniversary of the shooting. She spends this difficult day—March 15, the “Ides of March”—with fellow survivors Miles Mason and Denny Lucas. They, along with Ashley Chambers, Eden Martinez, and Kellie Gaynor, witnessed the shooting and survived. Ashley now has a daughter and cannot join them, but she checks on the rest of them, except Kellie, via text. Eden is at college. Lee feels guilty that Kellie is not a part of their group.
Lee drives Miles, Denny, and Denny’s guide dog, Glitter, to a woodsy spot in their rural Indiana county. They, along with Eden and Ashley, discovered the spot after the shooting; Miles carved a “6” on a tree to identify it. Lee recalls how the media drummed up Miles’s discipline record in the aftermath, saying he was “the sort of young man you might expect to be pulling the trigger, not protecting his peers” (5), which he did by throwing himself on top of Ashley, who was already shot. The media also made much of Denny’s blindness, as if he had no other notable qualities. Denny comments that once they graduate, only stories of the shooting will remain—each survivor will have moved on.
In a flashback, Lee recalls the first day of school in the fall of sophomore year. The school reopens for the first time since the shooting. Lee and the other survivors returned only once to walk the scene with detectives. That walk-through upset Lee, so her mother offered alternate schooling. Lee knows they cannot afford to move, and other schools would cause fear, too, so she returns. Lee enters the school feeling lost without Sarah. Miles brings Lee to Denny and Eden. Lee is shocked to learn that Kellie moved away.
Lee describes her “addiction” to online media about the shooting. She recalls her anger upon learning that some people believe the shooting was a hoax or a conspiracy generated by anti-gun proponents. Lee follows several forums for true crime fans without her mother or therapist’s knowledge. On the third anniversary of the shooting, she sees a comment in a forum announcing that Sarah’s parents have accepted a book deal for a biography about Sarah. They plan to tell “the inspiring story of their daughter’s refusal to deny her faith, even in the face of death” (25).
Lee worries that the media will refocus on the shooting because of the book. Lee’s guilt escalates knowing that Sarah’s parents misunderstand her final moments. The thought of the book’s impact on Kellie causes Lee to vomit. She calls Miles. They stay on the phone until dawn.
Lee flashes back to having dinner with Sarah’s parents, Ruth and Chad, a few months after the shooting. She does not want to go to dinner but feels impolite refusing. Lee becomes ill when Ruth and Chad tell her that they intend to post Sarah’s school photo and favorite Bible verse on a local billboard to “remind everyone what she stood for” (34).
Lee wants to reveal the real Sarah, who hated that school photo and only wore a cross necklace, a gift from her grandmother, that day out of obligation. Sarah also had a secret boyfriend and supported Lee’s exploration of asexuality. Lee also wants to be honest about Sarah’s last moments, but she cannot bring herself to do so when she sees Ruth and Chad. Lee realizes they are clinging to Sarah’s image as a defender of her faith.
In the school’s new computer lab, Lee sits with Denny and Glitter. Denny asks Lee to provide feedback for a letter he wrote for a scholarship application.
In his letter, Denny acknowledges that many might expect him to discuss his courage or how surviving the shooting changed him. Instead, he describes how much he loved the computer teacher, Ms. Taylor, and how he and his friend Jared Grayson loved the class. He describes the loud popping sounds that erupted one morning, his confusion when Jared and Rosi Martinez yanked him to the floor, and his concern when Jared, Rosi, and Ms. Taylor were unresponsive. Denny was shot in the arm; he and Eden Martinez, Rosi’s cousin, were the only survivors in the classroom. Denny explains that since he was not cognizant of the shooting as it happened, he cannot perceive his actions as brave or inspirational. Denny feels he deserves the scholarship not because he survived a shooting but because he has a talent and passion for making accessibility apps.
Denny’s letter alerts Lee to the fact that others are affected by inaccuracies and assumptions: “I’d never even considered the other narratives being spun” (56). After school, Lee drives Denny home and tells him that despite what everyone believes, the cross necklace found in the bathroom was not Sarah’s, and Sarah did not speak to the shooter before she died. Denny is shocked. Lee admits Kellie was right “that the Sarah thing didn’t happen” (62). Lee feels guilty for not supporting Kellie’s statements then. Denny suggests Lee go to Detective Jenner and offers to accompany her.
Lee says that she wants to focus on each victim, not just Sarah, by expressing their identity in brief written portraits. She plans to reach out to the other survivors for help. Denny’s emailed portrait of Ms. Taylor follows. Ms. Taylor was the first teacher to ask Denny what accommodations he needed in the classroom; she not only provided what he requested but asked for his help in installing it. Denny loved her terrible “dad jokes” and says she was the best teacher “a fourteen-year-old nerd could have asked for” (67).
While the school shooting and aftermath are important to the plot of That’s Not What Happened, the novel’s theme of The Complexities of Truth and Perspective unpacks the accuracy of the event’s narrative by emphasizing eyewitnesses’ perspectives and outsiders’ perceptions. This tension between truth and outside perception is explored through multiple perspectives, structural choices, and non-linear scenes, making the form of the text itself a mirror to its content. The text is introduced through Lee’s letter to the reader, which immediately asserts that the specific portrayals of victims and survivors of the shooting are false. Lee states that she has four other first-person accounts, but the unveiling of the truth occurs gradually, with Lee first exploring Sarah’s public portrayal as a martyr and Kellie’s as a liar.
As a novel that symbolizes accurate storytelling, multiple viewpoints are utilized to explore the nuances of multiple perspectives as they intersect with the truth. Significantly, Lee does not act as an editor or translator but instead relays each survivor’s version of events unrevised, apart from redacting the shooter’s name. Lee believes that multiple viewpoints from survivors will create a more complete, honest version of events and challenge the false narratives that have prevailed in the aftermath of the shooting. Letters, emails, and narratives from other first-person perspectives provide more characterization than Lee’s lens alone. Furthermore, Lee’s genuine reactions to the other survivors’ stories, opinions, and misunderstandings, such as her surprise at Denny’s version of events in his college scholarship essay, provide additional indirect clues to her characterization. Multiple viewpoints, therefore, impact both plot and characterization.
The purpose of Lee’s letter, which makes up the majority of the text, is twofold: To relay recent and past events and to help her decide if she will publicly reveal the letters. Lee is introspective and motivated, but she is struggling with the conflict of surviving a shooting that killed her best friend Sarah and then misrepresented Sarah, and others, to the world. Lee’s tone while setting up her letter is uneasy; there is little hesitancy, but the mood conveys dread, as if she feels she may as well tell all since the situation cannot get worse. That Lee doubts her choice to publicly share the survivors’ truthful accounts, including her own letter as she is writing it, establishes a situational irony that continues throughout the novel. At various points within Lee’s letter, others’ compiled letters and victim portraits also appear, reflecting the past (such as Denny’s letter and his comments about Ms. Taylor). Thus, Lee’s letter serves as a frame for telling the story.
Regarding the timeline, Lee’s letter details recent events sequentially from the shooting’s third anniversary to just after graduation. These time-situating chapters are interspersed with Lee’s recollections of the shooting and its immediate aftermath. These flashbacks to the past, however, are not sequential. Instead, these non-linear scenes reveal exposition or character details that connect with the surrounding text. The non-linear storytelling format allows the author to reveal information gradually to enhance the effect of The Impact of Trauma on Individual Identity regarding the survivors.
These three factors—structural choices, multiple viewpoints, and non-linear sequencing—add complexity to the novel and merge tension with narrative pacing. Perspectives and timelines are interwoven, and the story shows that perception and perspective impact the way media is consumed, highlighting The Complexities of Truth and Perspective.
The impact of bias and judgment gains special focus early in the story. The dichotomy between Lee’s version of the shooting and the media’s is evident when, in the woods, Lee criticizes news reports of Denny’s post-shooting physical therapy and Miles’s reputation as a disciplinary case. Lee’s tone supports that she wants to accomplish what the media frenzy after the shooting could not: The representation of each person’s part of the story in a fair, unbiased way. The author establishes through Lee’s critical remarks that peers and the public made assumptions about survivors based on their backgrounds or characteristics, examining The Role of Stereotyping in Shaping Narrative as a theme.
Lee’s characterization in the first section builds a foundation for change. Her guilt, mentioned frequently but without much detail yet, will shape her character arc significantly, particularly as it intersects with the loss of her best friend in the shooting. In losing Sarah and witnessing her death, Lee must also live with the knowledge of the truth and the misrepresentation of her friend. While this gives Sarah’s parents comfort, it forces Lee to maintain the appearance of a misrepresentation that also villainizes Kellie, the true owner of the cross necklace. As such, Lee’s complex guilt also drives her actions; she does not compile survivor testimony simply to set the record straight but to assuage her remorse and guilty conscience. Keeping the truth locked inside for three years has left its mark on her identity, examining the theme of The Impact of Trauma on Individual Identity and creating an internal conflict for Lee to overcome.
Finally, secrets increase the literary element of suspense. By not revealing the events in the girls’ bathroom surrounding Kellie, Lee, and Sarah, the narrative pacing heightens tension. Knowing that others have the wrong idea about Sarah causes much of Lee’s guilt, but realizing additional false narratives exist prompts her action; these unknown lies and assumptions increase suspense and interest as well: Lee knows what happened in the bathroom, and will likely reveal that in time, but she must now uncover other details about the shooting.
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