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Emily Dickinson

If I should die

Fiction | Poem | Adult | Published in 1891

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Symbols & Motifs

Nature

Dickinson knew her Emerson, read her Whitman. She was versed in the Old Testament writings in which nature was upcycled into Creation, a grand manifestation of a spiritual energy named God the Creator, who found His sublime pleasure in being realized in physical form. Nature, however, for Emerson, schooled in Christian theology, and for his acolyte Whitman, both embracing the celebratory gospel of Transcendentalism, regarded nature as a manifestation of some organizing principle, not God (who for them was an entity bound and restricted by dogma and doctrine) but rather of some grand and unknowable Good. To engage nature, then, was to feel energy that transcended the ephemeral objects in nature, from trees to horses, from the sun to an individual person, and to understand the cosmos as a vast, whirling single-cell organism alive with an energy that could not, would not ever embrace exhaustion.

That sense of energy, both spiritual and physical, both transcendent and organic, compels the first half of the poem. The elements of nature that the speaker features—the morning sun, the radiant there-ness of noon, the birds and the bees—in sum represent nature’s irrepressible rhythms and its commitment to its own endurance. Within that grand order, the speaker reasons, no single element, doomed to death, can be anything but immaterial. No more than the death of, say, an individual bee or the loss of a single bird, the quick drama of a sunrise or the sweeping drama of noon so easily passed, can diminish that sense of animation, can the life and death of a single individual matter. There are swarms of bees, flocks of birds, a sunrise tomorrow, and another noon. It is, perhaps, a difficult reality to embrace—necessitating as it does a hard degree of humility—but the reassurance is what the opening half of the poem offers. Be amazed by the power of nature, the speaker argues, because you are part of that energy field.

Daisies

How does a creature certain of their death live until that inevitable moment finally arrives? In a more fanciful moment, the speaker imagines her own grave decorated with daisies. Knowing the perpetual motion of the financial world that survives her death, the speaker will rest quietly, happily there among the daisies (Line 12).

Invoking daisies along the edges of a grave introduces into the poem a traditional symbol of nature’s persistence, indeed nature’s delicate beauty, which survives any individual death. Daisies, at once so apparently delicate, are among the most durable and hardy perennials, a testimony to how death is irrelevant to the natural world that continues on through the cycle of seasons. Indeed, the flower visually suggests a sun, with the center yellow flower and the white petals—the sun itself is another symbol the speaker uses to suggest the durability and happy persistence of nature’s great cycles against humanity’s movement toward death. In fact, the flower’s name comes from the Old English for “day’s eye.” Thus, in the first half of the poem in which the speaker seeks in nature’s grand cycle the comfort to render her own fear of death ironic, even irrelevant (after all, as a biological creature she is actually a part of nature’s tonic persistence), the daisy embodies nature’s kinetic energy.

Only in the second half, when the speaker uses the financial world to contrast with the natural world, does the irony of the symbol emerge. Nature persists, yes, and nature is a flawless self-generating order that renders any individual death trivial. But mankind’s worlds? Not so much. Only when that world is held up against the flawed and imperfect structures that humanity erects does the speaker seem less confident of embracing death and more determined therefore to make every moment of the Now count before she must inevitably take her place down below the daisies.

The Stock Market

Poem 54 uses the stock market, a fixture in American economic dynamics since just after the American Revolution, as a symbol of humanity’s arrogance and the sheer impermanence of any of its efforts, its proneness to confusion and chaos, and the profound and unsettling irony of our every attempt to bring some sustaining order to our world. The stock market therefore creates a counterimage to the bustling order and organization of nature itself.

Given the poem’s grounding in the financial bust of 1857, however, the stock market becomes for Dickinson a dark suggestion of the fragility and foolish arrogance of such human endeavors, a reminder of what the Bible assures is the egotism of humanity since the Tower of Babel, what happens whenever our reach exceeds our grasp. The images in the second half of the poem seem in congruent to a poem ostensibly about the reality of death. Images of stocks and banks, traders and markets seem out of place in a poem in which the speaker seeks some comfort from the oppressive reality of death.

Thus, even as the speaker apparently celebrates the wonder of the order and workability of this magnificent financial system, Dickinson’s audience (that is Dickinson herself) would be well aware, caught up in the unsettling fears and profound anxieties of that system’s catastrophic collapse, of the sly and subversive irony of her apparent praise and, in turn, tap into her fears that perhaps it is not so easy to live knowing that death is inevitable and perhaps that the best any one has is to live aware, as amazed by nature as amused by humanity.

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